MICHELLE'S MIND

                            THE TIME I DATED AN OLDER MAN                                                          Al Pacino (83) & His girlfriend Noor Alfallah (29) Yup I already know you're thinking a bunch of the things like "what does she mean by an older man, older like how?" etc. This is going to be a crazy tale to tell. I normally keep this moment of time to myself. Unless you are one of my really close friends, then you know about Jason. I never really went into detail about Jason with my friends, they just knew of him and how we used to be a thing. I've decided we're going to keep it wild and put it all out there. There are so many good and bad things from this relationship but it was never official. It was on and off due to me being involved with other people, h...

                   WAS HE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE?                                         This is probably going to be the hardest blog post I ever had to make. Simply because of all the emotions and memories I have to relive while writing this. I feel like I need to write about this in order for me to move on, accept fate and find myself all over again. If anyone is new here, my blog is for other people to get a glimpse of my dating life experiences the old fashioned way which is blogging. Sex and the city inspired me. Hence my first dating life series blog post " Can a woman have two boyfriends?" Writing has always been my best subject in school. My blog is my public diary. I don't want sympathy. I aim for entertainment, different opinions, different perspectives, and awareness.    My last blog post  titled “The One” I wrote ...

                TRUST issues & insecurities   Photo By: @1shotbymichelle  Seattle Asian Art Museum  i'VE BEEN MEANING TO WRITE ABOUT TRUST ISSUES FOR A WHILE. I'm sure somewhere on my site i briefly wrote about trust issues and insecurities, the only difference is this post is a bit more in depth to what goes on in my head.     The inspiration for this post is about me pretending i don't have trust issues when I'VE ALWAYS HAD TRUST ISSUES. in order for my brain to operate, i have to shove my issues in the back of my head and hope for the best. i'm big on; think positive thoughts, get positive results. that is how i get through my days. it really does help me. in a way, it's a method of bettering my mental health. i'm obviously training my mind to think positive no matter the circumstance. but then there's small things that occur which cause me to overthink, create scenarios, and question every single move. t hen t...

                                            "THE ONE"                                                                    Photo By: @1shotbymichelle   In my lifetime I've dated so many men. It's getting to the point where it's exhausting. It's both a good thing and a bad thing. A bad thing because I obviously had to experience some bad apples that made my life difficult. A good thing because after all my encounters, I was able to figure out what kind of man I want to be with. There are plenty of men out there who haven't reached their potential yet. It takes time. But i've realized overtime everyone has their own meaning of perfect. Everyone says there is no such thing as perfect, but the imperfections are w...

                         RANDOM                                                                                                         SEX AND THE CITY               I'm switching it up on this post and I'm writing about my overall dating life A nd Experience.  that includes things I would like to do better, random stories, random advice, And  random thoughts.  I  hope you enjoy and maybe take something along with you to remember.      I haven’t had a real relationship since The   2017-2019 era of my life. From the looks of it now, I don’t think I will be in one for a long time. you ...